In the end it will become a soup on november 1st.
Or will be oven roasted, with lots of olive oil on top.
yum.
I really don't know if I should just eat and remain a size 12 and happy or starve, drop one or two dress sizes and become a total bitch. :) The answer to this apparently no brainer is not so easy. Sometimes my weight doesn't help to improve my humour. There are days where I look at the mirror and see a healthy, curvy girl. Others I feel a shame, a failure and want to weight 9 stone again.
I do not eat when sad or anxious. Actually, if I feel really low I won't eat at all. Some weeks ago I was down for some of my pet random reasons and didn't eat for almost three whole days. I eat when I'm happy. I eat because I like it. And yes, I do like junk food, but also healthy food prepared by Cutie pie with fresh ingredients.
Maybe the unanswered question will keep popping into my head for a little longer.
In the meantime... Would you pass the cookie jar, please?
More halloween pics. Modelling, little Bathory:
Ops... TOO MUCH CANDY!
